Good morning Good morning

I need a better joooobbbb! 150 a week is not enough some one hire me before i work at Hungry Jacksss

I know your sick of hearing it.

but I have not been this happy in a very long time. its very addictive feeling this happy. I love you, simple as that.

Thursday night.

Please not the fullness of everything now! hurray for having my things!

you can see my little thermos here next to my books! I hope it holds up today!

finally off work had time to do everything I should have been doing all week.
Went out for milkshakes at darbystreet but was unaware of the nice location, so I wore my dads old shirt and ugg boots. was lovely fun.
Decided to find a double matress of the street tommrow, from pick up.
Then went to waynes and read a book about america in the 70s while he finished an essay, its pretty brilliant not being a uni student most of the time.

Im going to meet wayne for lunch today, Im excited to finally use my little thermos.
Here are some pictures of my new room then I really must get ready!

Straberry fizz.

It had me at the frosty floral bottle. it kept me with the scent of fresh strawberries, and proceeded to run me over with its high alcohol content.

I'm at home, in coffs I mean and amongst such things as cheap wine, russh magazine in a lavender scented bath and olives by the truck load,
I have realised how very difficult and insecure phone talking makes me.

I don't know if everyone has this problem, Id like to think yes because i always think that about my problems so i feel a bit better.
but even talking to boy i had trouble. I feel as if i regressed and am talking like my 14 year old self to my msn crush who i have never had the courage to seek out in the playground but bombard constantly with inane calls about what shows are on telly and what I had for lunch.

I came up with what I thought was a solution, which was ending the conversation when there is even the slightest hint of a silence, be it awkward or breath pause.

"and yeah"
....

"well this is awkward I'm going, bye!"
* hangs up quickly before sentiments can be expressed or anything of that nature could come about, making it even worse then before.

Here is another true phone scenario from yours truly.

"yep well bye" *goes to hang up with super human speed but hears mumbling from other end of the line.
"huh...? i mean... what did you say...?"

"I said, i love you.."

"what? you love me?"

"oh never mind."

I don't know how i ever did the long distance, even for a while.

stay tuned for my drunken ramblings from your favorite person you see in the shops but don't know enough to say hello

XOXO me,.